[Intro]
I don’t wanna live I wanna be dying
Tell everyone I’m good but Im lying
My bed
To be good yeah I’m trying

[Chorus]
I don’t wanna live I wanna be dying
Tell everyone I’m good but Im lying
Every night I lay on my bed just crying
They tell me to be good yeah I’m trying

[Verse 1]
I try my best now
Cause I ain’t trynna clock out
And, I be on my loud
Cause they all know I’m bringing doubt

And they all gonna read the news like did that really happened soon
A young boy took his life for all the pain that he been going through

And they all gonna call my phone it’s ringing but my phone is low
Like a time of my life when I would lay in bed all day just home

[Post-Chorus]
I don’t wanna live I wanna live soon
Tell everyone I’m good and that’s the truth
Every night I lay on my bed just sleeping
They tell me to be good yeah I’m dreaming
[Verse 2]
I’m dreaming
Like to be there when Im sleeping
Cause it’s the only place that I can feel good and ain’t gotta worry about feelings

I’m numb now ou
I’m numb now
And you don’t even know how

[Chorus]
I don’t wanna live I wanna be dying
Tell everyone I’m good but Im lying
Every night I lay on my bed just crying
They tell me to be good yeah I’m trying