[Hook]
Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
That couldn’t give a fuck about me...
No, oh, oh, oh...
Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
That couldn't give a fuck about me...

[Verse]
I wanna let go, but the grip is tight
Not even a night light could save me from this fright
Each night fight night feels like my life ain’t mine
I don't know why I have this fight
The tension, I'm stressin, crazy from it all
Depression, a lesson, though I done no wrong
Am I a good person? Does this mean I'm not?
Is it from my sins, that this is what I got?
Restrictions, restrict me, restricting my dreams
Predictions, I'm finished, predicting my scenes
I chased, chasing, facing the truth
Depression's a barrier, barricading my youth
Or a smile, like a child's, first time at the zoo
After a while, while I'm writing, I get confused
Is this really me? Can I turn it off?
I feel like a loose string on a used cloth
I mean, this is my life, why can’t I control it?
I know if I lie the compromise is bullshit
And even Logic says all lives are important
Illogically my brain can’t contain I ignore it
Logistics and systematic shit go through me
I just don't get why this is happening to me
What sucks about caring about everybody
I care about people who don’t care about me
[Hook]
Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
That couldn't give a fuck about me...
No, oh, oh, oh...
Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
That couldn’t give a fuck about me...

[Verse]
And it feels like I'm beginning the end of me
I get it, I lied, and I understand it's on me
But the future was in my hands, and ripped from me
All because I had some fucking integrity
All because of some past hospitalization
I was an inpatient not cause I'm impatient
I got some help and I got some medication
But the real help came from the assassination
I killed the old me, had to set myself free
But the past don't leave, it's an impossible thing
The darkness always follows, it's a shadowing thing
Unless I'm surrounded by it, engulfing me
My thoughts are torturin' me
Killin' me slowly, bullyin' me
Manipulating and controlling me...
I get it, I get it, no one cares about me...