[Verse]
Wintertime Sadness, the madness
The mask of the pain
I wish I could stay in a lane
But I'm veering and swerving
Not deserving for your love and affection
Depression going throughout my mind
Sold my soul all I had to do was sign
This is what I feel and I hope I come across as real
Spin the wheel
I'm down
But I can't bow out
Life is going south
But I'm all alone sitting by the phone
Posted up like I'm Post Malone
Fo'sho, I feel the pain them fake bitches take the cake
I feel the breeze, but remember I'm undergoing the heat
Locked and loaded in a seat
And I feel is if I'm beat
Locked and Loaded in a wintertime sadness
30-seconds to choose your motherfuckin' destiny
Or to find out what is left of me
If you can even find the fuckin' pieces to put 'em back together