[Verse]
I got a ton of things on my mind
I'm crossing my heart and I'm hoping to die
Fill up the page and you know I'm gon' rise
My heart been hurtin'
I hope you realize
I hope you know and I hope you don't
I swear that I've lost hope
All my friends from my old school
Where'd all of y'all go?
I know I've been quiet
I'm sorry for that
All of y'all asking, where I been at
I really don't know
But how aren't you glad?
I feel I messed up
I messed up real bad
Now I'm seeing a girl and I don't know what she thinks
My stomachs in a twirl and I see her every time I blink
Honestly, this will probably go
The same way that I know
I'll never get her and I'll never win and I know
That's for sho'
I don't talk to my best friend as much as I used to do
I wish I could say it's because of the dream I pursue
But it's not
And I know he knows it
And I'm feeling like I'm so atrocious
He's my drug I should take some doses
Bury me with art, like it is "Red Roses"
I'm writing this rap and I'm feeling something
Is it my heart? Or is it nothing?
I don't know, I feel combusted
All I know is that my hearts bumping
All of you think that I can't rhyme
Can't you see that this takes time
You try to write somethin', I bet you couldn't think of your first line
You haters gotta get up off me
You just jealous I know you're salty
Your girl just gave me a softy
Sorry, bro, she was feeling jolly
Yea, she was feeling jolly, Aye
[Pre Hook]
Now I'm flexing and I'm taking shots at all these people
It's because I don't wanna think of anything sentimental
I met a friend and he's new
His name is Jayden
I really don't think, that our friendship is mistaken
I've had many fake friends but I know
He's not faking
I can tell when people are real
I see their greatness

[Hook]
Always down to ride
Man I wanna feel your face
Wanna see you but I ain't tryna catch a case
You see me as nothing
All I gotta say is wait
I'ma be that number one
I'm gonna win the race
Always down to ride
Man I wanna feel your face
Wanna see you but I ain't tryna catch a case
You see me as nothing
All I gotta say is wait
I'ma be that number one
I'm gonna win the race