Silently, it creeps out into my veins
(Then it crawls back again)
Knowing that they have been passed down through time
I can no longer claim these feelings to be mine
(To be mine alone)

This blackened heart will never be pure
For feelings like this there is no cure
Cleansing my blood with lies and lies
That feeds on my hunger for life
(My hunger for life)

Days on repeat
Stuck in this blueprint I've made for myself
I'm beginning to believe in the impossibility of things ever getting back to normal