[Hook/Verse 1: Soul Op]
Please just tell me I got a good ending
Dont tell me im not gonna get it
She dont want drugs
Just diamonds, she priss
Shit, thats my miss
They wanna steal my hits, my diss
Gonna be right at your front door
Im gonna pick me bit by bit
Cause the numbness does not come slowly
You gon talk shit, that is not gonna cut
Im not gonna put you back into the cut
Why you so mad, i dont get whats the fuss
I always fail so shit not enough
I ain't gonna go up
I wanna sit and just catch the dust
Gonna rot in my hut
[Outro: Soul Op]
You dont want my number
Cause everyone does
Out in the rain i get hit by the thunder
This feeling, giving up
Throwin away so tough
[Hook/Verse 1: Soul Op]
Please just tell me I got a good ending
Dont tell me im not gonna get it
She dont want drugs
Just diamonds, she priss
Shit, thats my miss
They wanna steal my hits, my diss
Gonna be right at your front door
Im gonna pick me bit by bit
Cause the numbness does not come slowly
You gon talk shit, that is not gonna cut
Im not gonna put you back into the cut
Why you so mad, i dont get whats the fuss
I always fail so shit not enough
I ain't gonna go up
I wanna sit and just catch the dust
Gonna rot in my hut
[Verse 2: Anonymous]
Can’t find a good ending
Fuck sakes, every friend I’ve had
Is a backstabbing snake
Im done trying
Done crying, tired of smiling
Just dying, and lying
Fighting for a will to just keep rising
I feel numb, and lied to
So many times, I feel numb
I can’t bring myself to cry sometimes
Came to a point where I have little to no emotion
I feel like dropping and rotting, in the fucking ocean
I feel sick, im a dick, im a prick
It all clicks
Im so done, nothings fun
Where’s my meds?, I wanna run
On the bridge, I said, “enough is enough”
Theres no way I’ll lie again
And say I am okay
I wanted to jump
[?] and I said
This cold world pushed me to the limits
Im almost there
One jump is all it takes
I jumped and knew
That life was a fucking mistake