[Chorus]
Self-medication for short-term elation
Vacation from racing thoughts
A complacent existence
Refusal to give in to the fact I am truly lost
As thoughts of you fade, I think that I'm safe
In a web spun from traces of dependency

[Verse 1]
And I know
I'm letting shit pile up
To the point that my knees give out and go back to my old crutch
I need to find
A new way of coping

[Pre-Chorus]
A different distraction
A new plan of action
But I can't imagine anything other than...

[Chorus]
Self-medication for short-term elation
Vacation from racing thoughts
A complacent existence
Refusal to give in to the fact that I'm truly lost
As thoughts of this fade, I know I'm not safe
In a web spun from time wasted in a place I should not be
[Bridge]
I spent the whole night getting wine-drunk and reading
Until I grew woozy and the lines lost their meaning
The room is now spinning
So I turn off the ceiling fan
I spent the whole night getting wine-drunk and reading
Until I grew woozy and the lines lost their meaning
The room is now spinning
So I bury my face in my hands
Fuck!
I'm spinning
I'm spinning
I'm spinning out of control
I'm spinning
I'm spinning
I'm spinning out of control

[Outro]
I'm spinning
I'm spinning
I'm spinning out of control
The light's dimming
My mind's giving out