Intro:
Yeah
You know what I’m saying I woke up this morning and I was just thinking to myself like
I’ve been having too many lucid dreams and seeing vivid things
It was only right that I had to express myself, you know what I’m saying ‘cause
Health is wealth ya dig?
Clearing the mental
Santana
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Verse:
Contrary to popular belief, men have feelings too
We just bury them deep inside like we’ve been taught to do
I’m a victim of those teachings, these lessons only lessened me expressing myself
‘Cause I have to deal with all the emotions I withheld
These women pour their hearts out, I never have a response
I do the bare minimum, and still expect an applause
I wanna hear that I’m right, when I know I’m wrong
I need reassurance but that’s life passing along
Asking God for signs but I’m blessed enough to see
Thinking like a realist, visions blur reality
Starring into the mirror confronting another part of me
My reflection is reflecting all my insecurities
I’m a sensitive narcissist, and you know that shit
Your optimistic our future is brighter than what it is
I’m pessimistic because I’m traumatized by love for real
Emotionally scared ‘cause I haven’t had time to heal
They threw dirt on my name but mad that flowers grew
See I’m out the concrete, wonder how this rose bloomed
I shared things with you that no one else ever knew
With you my soul is exposed, those were my naked truths
I’m like a felon, I put my life behind all these bars
I pray to the most high, get high and write memoirs
I have pages upon pages already penned so far
By hand this manuscript details my life at odds
Lord, I hope you still see me trying
Feeling like David in the den surrounded by all them lions
I know my days are counting, waiting on my release
I’m just tryna find peace before I’m pronounce deceased
Yeah, balancing my energy, with my inner G
Love, lust and lies wrecking my sanity
I heard lucid dreams and vivid things linger on the mind at times
So I'm just tryna share a piece of mine
Peace
Santana