Lunacy:
Empathy's too much to ask for
I feel like a nobody when walking through the doors
Screaming out my lungs but it's all silent voices
Hanging by rope, only hearing white noises
Nothing's ever gonna change unless i kill myself
So just know if i ever do it dont be surpised
But by that time it'll be too late
Dead kid laying in his grave
Relieved from all his pain

Im longing for death now every day
But it doesnt matter anyways
I can't live without u
Otherwise all of this is meaningless
Oh well it will be either way
Tryna find a way
But the claws of the reaper are so vigorous
Im now everything i always said i'd never be
Shall i cut the ties between us
Or just shall i just let it be
Maybe it'll mean the end of all our suffering
And my existence will disappear in the mist
It's a man's world i'll die in
It's a true world i'll find
I can't cry anymore
Yet im sinking in my tears
Fuck it all
This music shit is all there's left to finish until i drop dead
Dont pretend like u ever cared
Lost cause, blade on my face
Lost all my faith in myself
Self-trust is too vague 2x

Dont pretend
You are urself
Dont stop

This is all there is im now working every fucking day
I've been going thru my whole life just to be writing this
It hurts so badly while y'all be laughing
Always dreaming about the better days but they never come
Left in the rain
In a little i'll be away from life, within my mind
Never come back again all these stories are fucking lies
Hope won't be found
It's just ur fantasy fooling itself
Dont help me out cuz i ain't got no stories to fucking tell
Time has arrived
Layin down on my bed
It's the place i'll die in
Im so tired
Im so tired of all the fighting
The day i rip myself apart all of my pain will stop
It's not a will, i must
This is all there is im now working every fucking day
I've been going thru my whole life just to be writing this
It hurts so badly while y'all be laughing
Always dreaming about the better days but they never come, left in the rain