[Chorus: Quadeca]
Back on my bullshit, I think I'm the culprit
I think I'm the only one you know they'll never forget
I could give you everything I have, everything I have
[Verse 1: RO-B. Z.]
Yeah, everything I have, everything I got
That's the only option when the opps are strong
Even when I cannot walk, I gotta keep on going on
Moving by a crawl, even if don't want to
'Cause life keeps throwing me curveballs
From my birth to today's hurdles
And I don't know if I can take more
I got no fam to rely on
My abusive dad absent from my life, thank God
And my mom demands that her goals be what minе are
And manipulates me 'till I'm forcеd to take 'em on
Dear God- wait, I can't trust him no more
Haven't had my faith ever since Sacramento
And because of this, every night when I close my eyes
These demons arrive and torment my night, I'm sorry
Yeah, I've been inside my mind again, and it's frightening
That my dark side could be this strong
But I gotta keep moving on, moving on, whoa
Still got some friends I can rely on
Still got a fanbase I can fire up
Still got a passion for my musical talent
I've been reaching new levels, so you know that I'mma rise up, yuh
Like Pokemon, I know that my talent evolves
So y'all ain't gon' see me fall
Rep where I came from to the East and the West
And I'll pounce like the lynx when I go for life's throat when I rise!
Man, you know I been-
[Chorus: Quadeca]
Back on my bullshit, I think I'm the culprit
I think I'm the only one you know they'll never forget
I could give you everything I have, everything I have
[Post-Chorus 1: Postcard, with RO-B. Z.; RO-B. Z., with Quadeca]
Yeah, I'm back up on my bullshit
I don't wanna live inside a world that you control, yeah
I got nothing for you, even though
I could give you everything I have, everything I have
[Verse 2: Postcard, with RO-B. Z.; RO-B. Z.]
I don't do shit 'less I give it my all
You change every weekend, and change like the seasons
I'm leaving, I guess I'm the king of the fall
I won't let you string me along, I'm a beacon of truth for the present
It won't be a headache for long, my ethic Excedrin
If I put in effort, I'm coming out winning, my darling, it's never a loss
Yeah, and they don't really want that smoke with me
I don't work on "hopefully"
No weak shots, I go for three
Yeah, and it's all that I have
I'll make a purse from what's inside my bag
I made the sacrifice, now I can brag
A race to the finish, it feel like a drag
Now I feel alive and well
It won't fly to undersell
This life's my carousel
And I'm fighting for myself
You can forget it, I gave you myself and was never defensive
Was Internet famous, it turned to progression
I hopped on a flight with the best of intentions
I lost all my world, now I'm spreading a message
That you can be hurt, but still live in the present, yeah
I gave you my all, it should teach you a lesson, and you won't regret it, look
You know I been-
[Chorus: Quadeca]
Back on my bullshit, I think I'm the culprit
I think I'm the only one you know they'll never forget
I could give you everything I have, everything I have
[Post-Chorus 1: Postcard, with RO-B. Z.; RO-B. Z., with Quadeca]
I got nothing for you
Moving out alone, aye
Every time I felt a way, I found you were the culprit
So I won't, even though I could give you everything I have, everything I have