(Verse 1)
Had a scattered life/Grew up in scatter sites with parasites
Who fell in love with Barry white/Not the crooner
Shit was far from Laguna
Senior year, maybe Junior Was pouring vodka in water bottles
My father's suicide still hard to swallow
Shit as far as I know Crying was weakness
Shit was tugging at my soul/Pretend to be whole
But still in pieces
Insecure like Issa/Molly and Lawrence
Visiting my daddy's momma's house
Which is probably haunted
With all her phucking skeletons
In a room with elephants
10 years old/They told me he got murdered
And I believed it Till I questioned further
No one call me Princess/No one to call me his Lil' Angel
Cause' he disappeared like Criss Angel
Left shit mangled and torn
So here I am pouring/shit I still mourn
Leading negus on Cause' I don't know how to love
My friend got engaged Seems like she's proud of love
Keep asking when's my date
I tell her that we're leaving it up to faith
When really what I hate/Is when they call the bride
My father won't be at his phucking daughter's side
Shit i'm horrified