I woke up today
After a blurry night
A never ending fight
And I saw you
But you weren't there
You weren't there!

And I've failed again
I got lost
In Black
And cycle
An eternity

Flooded
Drought
With emptiness
You weren't there

I exist
Without color
I wander
Without faith
You're gone
And so am I

Heavy, heavy
I put it down
It's empty
And so am I
Lower, lower
Hope, into Hate
Sadness, into Hate
Love, into Hate
Hate, into Insanity
Insanity, into Spite

Spite!

I woke up today
With a hole in my fucking chest!
I will try
I will try
And if I fail
Fail once a fucking again
It will be
Just like me
Just like me

Suffer
Just like me
Yeah
Suffer
Yeah
Suffer

Suffer!
Spite!
(Russian Roulette as the vocalist counts to 5 before heavily breathing, leading to the scream at the beginning of the next song)