[Intro]
Anti
Landfill

[Chorus]
Hear me, I gotta protect all my energy
I'm being selfish with everything
Feel like we clash about anything
Hear me, I gotta protect all my energy
I'm being selfish with everything
Feel like we clash about anything

[Verse 1]
I keep saying that I'm tired, then it happens
Tryna put the work in, when it do it gets to snappin'
Spinnin' while I'm yelling on the phone about nothing
If I continue, I'ma lose my fuckin' muffin
Said "I got a team, don't give a fuck about the other shit"
Should've been put in a position, that it's coming
Might take another year or two to get some of us running
In the meantime, I can't deal with the fussin'
Love the fuckin' city, can't do the back and forth now
Gotta pay attention and sober, nothin' other
Attitude bulging out my temple, you can see it
No more mental wards for me, enough is enough for me
Far as the eye can see, 20/20 hindsight
Friends yelling at me knowing that my mind ain't right
Good times fucking around, now it's the clones
Can't drop the ball again, I was, fuckin', this close
[Chorus]
Hear me, I gotta protect all my energy
I'm being selfish with everything
Feel like we clash about anything
Hear me, I gotta protect all my energy
I'm being selfish with everything
Feel like we clash about anything

[Verse 2]
This the year that shit changes
We say this shit like every year, so what's changing?
Super late with videos, I'm worried 'bout some damn 'fits
Should be sellin' shit to empty out the fuckin' closet
Only drug I got is Lithium and paliperidone
Keep me in my mood, but lately on the anger marathon
"Should've this," "Should've that," not my fuckin' favorite song
Had to double back, and remember that this a marathon
Money on my mind but the stress in my mental
Tryna make enough so I can fix my fuckin' dental
Honing this verse like something really fuckin' hit me
Hellish demons moan if any fucker punch and clip me
Real music lasts, I don't know what I was thinkin'
Spamming it with raps, realizing they were missin'
Got my fuckin' mind back, no, I'm not trippin'
Feelings fuckin' real, take your journal, go scribblin'
[Chorus]
Hear me, I gotta protect all my energy
I'm being selfish with everything
Feel like we clash about anything
Hear me, I gotta protect all my energy
I'm being selfish with everything
Feel like we clash about anything