[Chorus: Evan Michael Green]
Sometimes I smile just to hide my pain
Sometimes I hide just to dodge the rain
I just want my life to change
I just want my life to change
I'm waiting on some better days
Praying to God that I find my way
I just want my life to change
I just want my life to change

[Verse One: Young L3X]
What u know about feeling low and never feeling high ?
Feeling all alone all the time ?
Feel like everyone is distant
And everything is missing
And that bitch you call life
Is with the devil in his kitchen
What you know about feeling low and feeling lost
Like your is hope is gonna fall
And your never gonna ball
Sometimes I wanna quit cus of the pain
But I quickly feel ashamed
So I pick myself up and move the pistol from my brain
I'm not a quitter, this cold world makes u shiver
Sometimes I wonder if I'm failing cus Ima a sinner
My teacher said you'll never be a winner
And my ex broke my heart , so I never will forgive her
So what you know about tears
And about fear
And when you look for God he ain't around here
So you try to keep faith and not be hopelsss
So you smile in there face so they dont notice

[Chorus: Evan Michael Green]
Sometimes I smile just to hide my pain
Sometimes I hide just to dodge the rain
I just want my life to change
I just want my life to change
I'm waiting on some better days
Praying to God that I find my way
I just want my life to change
I just want my life to change

[Verse Two: Young L3X]
Have u ever shed tears
Ever felt fear
That's I felt though my years
Surprised i'm here
Living in hell consumed by the dark
Living with the devil questioning my heart
What is hope to a man that's torn apart
I been living 20 years my life yet to start
I was haunted by the darkness
This world made me heartless
This world where girls and the money is the topic
Consumed by the nonsenese
But what about the small things
What if death strikes and I lose all things
What you know about struggling to survive
Tell me what you know about suicide on your mind
Tell me what you know about the pain before the joy
Tell me what you know about this boy
All my n***as gripping toy, they ain't got a choice
Yea I gotta make it cus i ain't got a choice

[Chorus: Evan Michael Green]
Sometimes I smile just to hide my pain
Sometimes I hide just to dodge the rain
I just want my life to change
I just want my life to change
I'm waiting on some better days
Praying to God that I find my way
I just want my life to change
I just want my life to change