[Intro]
All this time goes by but nothing seems to stay the same
Even when I try to hide it I'm still wasting away

[Chorus]
Welcome to my life it's a mess yeah I know
I get stressed so I smoke one
It's a party on a boat with some people I don't know
Bring me more bottles 'til it's all done
It's a rockstar livin' 1980 John Lennon
Smokin' Purple Haze while I listen Jimmy Hendrix
Welcome to my life it's a mess yeah I know
I get stressed so I smoke one

[Verse 1]
I don't know who you're trying to be, but
I think I know what you'rе trying to do
And even if it don't work out
Don't let nobody gеt the best of you
I've been there before
I've been down and broken
Leave me on the floor
I'll get back up I know it
Yeah my heart's too heavy so it's hard for me to walk away
You don't wanna listen to anything I got to say
What am I to do yeah, what am I to do oh
What am I to do it was always me and you oh
[Pre-Chorus]
My heart's way too heavy
It's too hard for me to walk away
This open space is still empty
And this pain won't wash away
Yeah my heart's too heavy so it's hard for me to walk away
You don't wanna listen to anything I got to say
What am I to do
What am I to do if you don't want me

[Chorus]
Welcome to my life it's a mess yeah I know
I get stressed so I smoke one
It's a party on a boat with some people I don't know
Bring me more bottles 'til it's all done
It's a rockstar livin' 1980 John Lennon
Smokin' Purple Haze while I listen Jimmy Hendrix
Welcome to my life it's a mess yeah I know
I get stressed so I smoke one

[Verse 2]
So I smoke one
Drink the whole bottle 'til it's all done
Spendin' all my money like we ball some
Novacane my body 'til it feels numb
Okay my life a mess
Long as my momma don't know then I'm blessed
Lost in my mind and I don't know what's next
I close my eyes and I still get no rest
Cause it's all a mess
[Pre-Chorus]
My heart's way too heavy
It's too hard for me to walk away
This open space is still empty
And this pain won't wash away
Yeah my heart's too heavy so it's hard for me to walk away
You don't wanna listen to anything I got to say
What am I to do
What am I to do if you don't want me

[Chorus]
Welcome to my life it's a mess yeah I know
I get stressed so I smoke one
It's a party on a boat with some people I don't know
Bring me more bottles 'til it's all done
It's a rockstar livin' 1980 John Lennon
Smokin' Purple Haze while I listen Jimmy Hendrix
Welcome to my life it's a mess yeah I know
I get stressed so I smoke one