[Verse 1]
I've been living on the inside
Instead of a digital past life
Working things out in the moonlight
On my own
On my own

[Verse 2]
Sometimes I’ll check in for a good time
But leave before smoke gets in my eyes
The lovely flames are a white lie
This I know
This I know

[Chorus]
But, sometimes, I wanna buy a flower farm in Oregon
But if I heard your song on the radio
I don't know how I'd rationalize the giving up
Of parts of myself I never loved enough
To protect them from the world
So I’m blowing my brains out in a field of cornflowers

[Bridge]
If a tree falls in the forest
Does it matter if nobody saw it?
Does it matter to you that I loved it?
I don't know
I don't know

[Chorus]
Sometimes, I wanna buy a flower farm in Oregon
But if I heard your song on the radio
I don't know how I'd rationalize the giving up
Of parts of myself I never loved enough
To protect them from the world
So I'm blowing my brains out in a field of cornflowers