[Intro]
How much heroin are you gonna buy?
10 bags. I really shouldn't, I should buy 5, 'cause that can get me through the day and if I buy 10 I'm gonna wind up doin' 10. The last time I had 300 bucks i shot it up in 5 hours, I don't wanna do that this time so I'm back out on the street, know what I mean?
You gotta be on 24/7, 'cause I'm gonna rob 'n steal ya, rob 'n steal ya and do things for it that I would never otherwise do, y'know? I've never been a thief, I've never been a liar, I've never stolen from any people that I love. And, well, now I...do. That's why I don't have anyone in my life anymore
I really do care for people a lot, I actually have a lot of feelings for 'em, they're really good to me, um. They're startin' to catch on, they know somethin's wrong because 2,000 dollars, it's just a lot of money. So they know somethin's wrong, they told me last night that all their money's gone, they can't give me no more because they just have enough to pay rent and stuff, man. So, I took some things from 'em, I coulda took a hell of a lot more, but that's just justifying to make myself feel better. What I did was wrong and I know it was wrong. One day at a time, y'know, I keep telling myself I gotta get a detox, I gotta get into a program or whatever. If I don't it's gonna be too late, I'll be dead, or I'm gonna be in prison, it's gonna be one or the other. Don't know when, don't know where apart from

Another friend found dead in the street
A painful death of self-defeat
The reaper killed by the seeds that were sown
Another mother destined to be alone
See the world through sunken eyes
Infected soul, infected brain
Feel your flesh turn stone cold
And endless downward spiral of misery and pain is what remains

You used to do that shit for fun
A steady march of slow death
With no intention of turning back
Feel the pleasure, you taste the pain
Getting high just to get sick again
You don't seem to be having much fun
Wake up, wake up from this lucid dream
Nightmares, nightmares are what the future brings

See your spirit fly with the angels
Fall from the heavens
Fall through your fingers
You say you're hurting? I'm hurting too
Am I to love you? I hate the things you do
You say it's over. you say you're sober
You're fucking clean
And then you fucking O.D.?

So you chose to take your life away
Suicide is an easier way
See the world through sunken eyes
We tried to change the path you were on
Feel your flesh turn stone cold
A night alone. a spoon, a needle needle in the arm, and now you're gone

Can you climb out of this hole that you've dug?
I wish I could help you but I can't
Watching through my eyes is misery
Dying in your eyes, that's all I see

See your shadow fall from heavens
Fall through your fingers
Fade into nothing