(this may not be as accurate as the literal translation and grammar)(please see my bio)


I have lost my sense to smell, all of the rising smoke on to me
Thickening darker in on me
I have lost my sense to hear, hearing you spew your nonsense to me
Rather not stay, I'd rather go and Black out


If I were to leave, would you know where I would go?
Now would you...?


Would it hurt you more, if you cared just a bit for your self, rather than you'd think of others?
Wouldn't you just get pierced by the unending rain of hurt you've put your self in?
"I can't care for you no more, not with how I am, you see."
Have I really said that? Was all that all right?
Was there something wrong to what I said?


I lost my sense to see, all of the memories your in of
Mad at the light it had in me
I lost the sense to feel, all of the blood that's coursing through me
Cutting it all to lose my taste

Would it hurt you more, if you cared just a bit for your self, rather than you'd think of others?
Wouldn't you just get pierced by the unending rain of hurt you've put your self in?
"I don't care for you no more, not with how I am, you see."
Have I really said that? Was all that all right?
Was there something wrong to what I said?


Its painful to see, that you live not for you, but for me, and as though you're another person
You're no different from me, we are one and the same, yet, there's something wrong about you
Should the day you come to leave? and so, why shouldn't you?


From the love that you give, to the hate that you leave, are the things that makes us human
And as Cruel as it is, it's the truth we give in, and the plain answer I give you
It was never beautiful
So then I am fine as I'm my self
No matter what I choose, it's nothing of a choice
I just want my self as free as can be