Jordan Ward
Tryingthings

[ Verse 1 ]
(I hate being sober)
Waves they come and go
Some fade from the erosion
I had nun before bruh
Cop up and I go, so high up from my lows now
I hate being sober
(hate being sober)
When I am all alone and
Fiend you for the hoes and
Pussy, pills and potions
Wish you could feel the emotion
Ride the rails of explosion
I just can't control it

[ Chorus ]
I hope this can fill me up
I hope this can fill me up
Terrified fore I die
I won't live enough
Don't know why
I done tried everything but lovе
I hope this can fill me up
(I hope this can fill mе up)
Maybe this can fill me up
(Maybe this can fill me up)
Don't know why
I've done tried everything but love
[ Verse 2 }
Scared to even say this shit out loud
Slaved Through my own way, peep them bow down
When I roll up
Or I grow nuts
Call the hoes up
Like a solider, froze up
Don't say shit to me about the kid damn
(don't say shit now)
Plus when I'm off the weed, I can't spit rounds
(I swear)
Ain't a crush for me, I wrap luckily
So its a tool, its my new puppetry
To make me laugh a lil harder
Love a lil wider (wake up
Dooze a lil quieter
Just 'fore I blink
With no plan where we finna end up
We ain't tying ends up
Flinging up momentum hm, bust a thing

[Chorus]
I hope this can fill me up
I hope this can fill me up
Terrified fore I die
I won't live enough
Don't know why
I done tried everything but love
I hope this can fill me up
(I hope this can fill me up)
Maybe this can fill me up
(Maybe this can fill me up)
Don't know why
I've done tried everything but love
(Trying everything but love)
[Verse 3)
Waves they come and go
Some fade from the erosion
I had nun before bruh
Cop up and I go so
High up from my lows now I hate being sober
Lose faith in myself quick
No days of it well spent
Slip some for hours
Take a cold shower
How long will this weigh me down, I fell crazy
(Fuck, I feel crazy)