You know...
If I had, like... If I had like strength to kill myself
Like, if I... If I wasn't scared of... If I wasn’t so scared of the afterlife
Like, what happens
If I wasn't so scared of like going to hell
I would kill myself right now

I hate myself, I hate myself, yeah
I don't need drugs, I don’t need help, yeah
I saw your texts, you can't save me, yeah
Just save yourself, I'm no baby, yeah

You can't give me what I don't want
Four days and I'm so gone
I'm sick and tired of this bullshit
You wanna beat my ass, do it
You can't give me what I don’t want
Four days and I’m so gone
I'm sick and tired of this bullshit
You wanna beat my ass, do it

You gave me so much, I gotta thank you
You gave me so much, someday I’ll repay you

I hate myself, I hate myself, yeah
I don't need drugs, I don't need help, yeah
I saw your texts, you can't save me, yeah
Just save yourself, I’m no baby, yeah
I'm my own man, I'm my own man
I'm my own man
I'm my own man, I'm my own man
I'm my own man
I'm my own man, I'm my own man
(You can't give me what I don't want)
I'm my own man
(Four days and I'm so gone)
I'm my own man, I'm my own man
(I'm sick and tired of this bullshit)
I'm my own man
(You wanna beat my ass, do it)

Sorry that I bothered you
Sorry that I bothered you
Sorry that I bothered you
Sorry that I bothered you
Sorry that I bothered you
Sorry that I bothered you
Sorry that I bothered you
You wanna beat my ass, do it