[Intro]
Yeeeaaah, wow
YungJZAisDead
ColdWorldGang
Yeah

[Verse 1]
It's not easy when I'm dying inside
When I wake up and we make out then I remember why
You left in the first place
Dancing in the first date
Hate me till it hurts, babe
Crying on your birthday
And I remember I would walk to your house
We would watch your favorite movies while we would fool around
It was every other thursday
I loved you in the worst way
Hate me till it hurts, babe
Hate me till it hurts, babe
And it's so wrong to tell me
What you think about me
Like it all hurts but it's okay
I just hope you won't hold this against me

[Chorus]
It's not easy, nothing's ever easy
You'll see me when you see me
Prefer it, now I'm leaving
This time I'm just honest
I'm just smoking in the tonic
You made me think you're heartless
I'm smoking in the tonic
It's not easy, nothing's ever easy
You'll see me when you see me
Prefer it, now I'm leaving
This time I'm just honest
I'm just smoking in the tonic
You made me think you're heartless
I'm smoking in the tonic
[Verse 2]
I'm so sorry when I leave
Your touch is my disease
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You're the ghost that'll always be
And when you wake up and I'm gone
If you call your parents on the phone
Just say it was my fault
They'll all know it's all gone
She said it was my fault, she said it was my fault
She said it was my fault, she said it was my fault
She said it was my fault, she said it was my fault
She said it was my...

[Chorus]
It's not easy, nothing's ever easy
You'll see me when you see me
Prefer it, now I'm leaving
This time I'm just honest
I'm just smoking in the tonic
You made me think you're heartless
I'm smoking in the tonic
It's not easy, nothing's ever easy
You'll see me when you see me
Prefer it, now I'm leaving
This time I'm just honest
I'm just smoking in the tonic
You made me think you're heartless
I'm smoking in the tonic