[Verse 1]
I'm sick with the guilt and I'm dipped in the anger
And sex is the thing that has brought me disease
I wanna hurt people, especially ones I know
I'm so fucking scared I just wish I could go
I'll go to the store or the park or the mountains
I'll still be sick there as the anger spews from me
Like fountains
Like, fountains

[Instrumental Chorus]

[Verse 2]
I can break things, things plastic but things I'll remember
I broke it's the the gnawing, the clawing
The scraper inside wants to clean out all that's inside
So there's only without
A numb hard shell is how they'll find me
Let me show you my best, I won't be that easy to find
I will fit in with the rest

[Instrumental Chorus]

[Verse 3]
The past is still with me, it follows not stopping
Stalking me down to show me that nothing is left in my life
To say that I have changed
I'm still here obsessing and thinking of nothing
Can't even be honest with myself
I don't wanna fit in
With the rest
[Chorus]
Don't wanna fit in
With the rest