[verse 1]

I'm on a mission to start killing all these enemies
I'm an assassin who's no longer got the energy
That don't mean nothin if you headed for the cemetery
But it means something to somebody who's a friend of me
I got the vision and i'm looking with the clearest sight
I'm only human i just wanna have a normal life
It's like the blood lust in my family killed my appetite
Life id an echo there's so many wrongs i wanna right
I'm walking freely while banded by invisible chains
Think they can see me we thеy learn that i transcended pain
I don't givе into allegations i refute the claims
I must protect him cuz my friendship was my only gain
Born in a prison there's no freedom in these frigid walls
It's like you dying to be living for a higher cause
It's time to clap em and i'm not talking about applause
No bodies perfect nut i'm glad that you can see my flaws

[Chorus]

Wasting time with a cigarette
You're like smoke inside my lungs
You get me high but give me death
They say i'm old enough to die young
Thinking blindly as i regret
Without a high i'll die alone
Fill my lungs up one by one

[verse 2]

When Gon is suffering i struggle for a peace of mind
Just another case of the deaf who's leading the blind
Kill enough people as a child and suddenly you'll find
Your life is like a movie but you'll never see rewind
Buried my demons but it's like i dug a shallow grave
A brand new devil at every level they come in waves
Quietly retreat in my consciousness it's like a cave
In desperation assassination my family trade
When nothing changed you get so tired of waging war
Running in circles for us to settle the same scores
Your tears are falling i feel nothing when it rains it pours
But i'm finally happy that we sharing the same lore
Gave birth to destruction but how come there's still labor pains
I hope when you see this the struggle suddenly fade away
It's foolish to carelessly show your hand what daddy say
I hope you thinking of how we can make a better way
[Chorus]

Wasting time with a cigarette
You're like smoke inside my lungs
You get me high but give me death
They say i'm old enough to die young
Thinking blindly as i regret
Without a high i'll die alone
Fill my lungs up one by one