Hook

Damn I feel hurt 😞, damn I feel used
This is what you call the Blues whoo
Whether the Sun or the rain, my joy or my pain
I just wanna tell my truths, ugh
Nobody really knows what I truly been through
Only God can judge cause we all sin too
You got choices to make, more hustling to do
Your kids gotta eat, and the fucking rent due!


Verse 1

It’s been years since we spoke, but I feel no way
My ego plus that hurt made me feel some way
N***as think 🤔 they know Jay, but you have no idea
You can’t put me together this ain’t no IKEA
It still feels weird, cause we used to be tight
Used to play the club, sh*t I bailed you out twice
And Sometimes I’m right, and sometimes I’m wrong
You was chasing hoes, all Summer long
My word is my bond, I’d never stare you wrong
I told you not to fuck with her and she did you wrong
Never read the Koran but I know some verses from Pslams
My n***a paid the tab, that was dinner after the prom
True dope boy shit, what you know about it
He would get me in, even when the club was crowded
When your plans get re-routed and life goes buy
You mix the pain with the hurt, but I ain’t gon cry!

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Verse 2

A couple years ago, I was feeling just like Meek
They ain’t post my album, they ain’t write no tweets
But that sh*t is weak, when you dwell on that
I could spell it out for ya, but I’m good on that
I learned to never react before I think 💭 through things
That’s why this world 🌎 is fucked up, why can’t live like Kings
They try to ruin you dreams, if you tell em’ bout anything
That’s why I stay low and rarely be on the scene
If you call a women a Queen she gone look at you funny
You call her out her name, she gon think 💭 you got money
I’m not saying all, I’m just saying some...
How did we come this far, only to act dumb
These Instagram models got you feeling like you broke
She bought a new body, while you’re trying to stay afloat
She been to DR 5 times and never got sick 😷
I guess she make her dollars 💵 cause she never makes sense/cents!!!


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Verse 3

My homie Premie gon, Meechie gon, Tay gone too
It got me sitting here thinking 🤔 what is Jay gon’ do
I was just like you, trying to plot my next move
So I could pull up, Mannie Fresh on 22’s
Got everything to lose and my sons to look after
And I ain’t got time to be another broke rapper
Just closed another chapter ya’ll n***as doing the most
Me and Derrick, we was like Raekwon and Ghost
Rap Money was slow, before we knew what we know
Could of signed with Eminem before 8 Mile bro
G from Rocafella, even liked our songs
And our meetings with Murder Inc. we’re taking too damn long
The A&R never called, I knew something was wrong
But this was just the beginning of the path I’ve walked
I be having these hurt thoughts 💭 in the back of mind
I be jaded from it all but I still won’t cry 😢


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