[Verse]
I can't find a feeling
Can't define a feeling for myself
Made up the meaning
I've made up a reason that I know it won't help

Maybe it doesn't matter
It doesn't really matter if anybody hears
I need to build a ladder
Build a ladder and climb away out of here

[Chorus]
So many things that I want to say
Cuz part of the picture is off the frame
Back at the start but I feel the same
Well I still fall apart when I hear your name
(I still fall apart when I hear your name)

[Verse]
There's no use in trying
There's no use in trying to make my point
While I was dying
While I was dying I couldn't use my voice

So self defeating
So scare of leaving the fear of being lost
I needed air for breathing
I needed air but didn't want to pay the cost
[Chorus]
So many things that I want to say
Cuz part of the picture is off the frame
Back at the start but I feel the same
Well I still fall apart when I hear your name
(I still fall apart when I hear your name)

I go on just to say that the pain is a part of me
Give me time, give me trust, give me just one part of it
I go on just to say that the pain is a part of me
Give me time, give me trust, give me just one...

So many things that I want to say
Maybe a different life would have been the same
Back at the start but I feel the same
Well I still fall apart when I hear your name
(I still fall apart when I hear your name)

(I still fall apart when I hear your name)