Look, I ain’t never gunna make it by myself
Nah I swear to god I’ma need some help

Cause I ain’t only doing all this for my health
Every day is feeling like a living hell

And lately I be feeling like I’m off the rails
But still I gotta get up gotta keep it real

Man I be alone I just don’t appeal
Maybe just to fit in gotta take some pills

And everyday the struggle yeah it be uphill
I put in work it don’t pay the bills

It’s not like I don’t try and I ain’t got the will
I told myself I’d make it I don’t think I will
It’s prolly gunna kill me put it in my will
But still I’m gunna ride till I lose the wheels

This the only thing give my heart a fill
So maybe only then you’ll know how it feels

You’ll know how it feels
Feels
You’ll know how it feels

Maybe I’m just late, I can’t relate
I been down as of the late, so I just lay

Lately I don’t know whose fake, is this my fate?
Is this what I gotta face? or just a phase?

I been running in the race, don’t get erased
I been tryna up my rates, or get a raise

Waiting on them sunny days, to get the rays
But there’s too much on my plate, so say ya grace

... but I’m a disgrace hating all my takes
Still you ain’t gon’ never see me stop I’ll do just what it takes

... fixing my mistakes never pump my brakes
In this life, gotta go all in, ain’t no time for breaks
... and my heart it breaks yeah sometimes it aches
How you ‘xpect me get up outta bed? don’t wanna be awake

... just keep my pace, and hope it pays
... and maybe one day they will all pay