Some things I don't care to buy
Can't sleep on these type of nights
Reminiscing about last year
Look upon who still here
Last man on this dance floor
But I don't wanna dance no more
Final cough from my Suboxone
Been going on for too damn long
Who am I, Lord? Who am I?
The starvin' on, that's just gettin' by
Burnin' out to keep gettin' high
Hard to see when them lines blurred
Everything went unheard
Everything went unheard

Run away from them dead ends
Pray to God I don't come back
Called you, but ya didn't call back
Guessin' I should just fall back
Shit ain't gotta be that deep
You and I we just don't match
Had to learn how to live with that
Lost faith, can I get it back?
Tip toeing now over flames
Getting hard to ignore the pain
Nose dive in this private plane
Some things just don't change and I'm
Coming down and I'm feeling it
Coming down and I'm feeling it
Sometimes I
Just don't know what I'm
Looking for
Loo-looking for
Sometimes I
Just don't know what I'm
Looking for
Loo-looking for

Heartstruck by many things
I closed my eyes, I don't wanna look
Terrified of what's underneath
These viz be haunting me
Failure keeps taunting me
Us speaking honestly
From the heart that's on my sleeve
Blush stains on my cheeks
Gettin' up from that concrete
Bouncin' back up on my feet
Walking this lonely route
I'm in it all on my own
I'm tryna find me a home
I'm tryna find me a home

I've been up for two days straight
How the feeling last this long
Runnin' out of the gas in the tank
Think I went too damn far
Every day I feel stressed out
Think I've worked too damn hard
Tryna focus on findin' balance
Realizing now all off
Burned bridge to a small castle
Got it all but at what cost?
Yeah I gave my life to it
What the fuck was it all for? Now I'm
Coming down and I'm feeling it
Coming down and I'm feeling it
Lately everything is divine odysseys
Lately everything is divine odysseys
I can't get back to you again
No I just can't get back to you again