I always make the best of the worst
I say a prayer and I hope that it works
I hit the blunt feel like I'm leaving this earth
I start detaching from the meaning of worth
Dealing with growth spurts
Taking shallow steps in the deep
I can't rewrite what's already been written
Comparison's the thief of joy the opposite of living
The universe is keepin' tabs on what you haven't given
Unfulfilled and gifted
Did you build your vision?
Is it out of reach at the moment?
How to process peace when you have it?
That type of freedom we feigning to grasp it
Skim on thе contents of your picnic basket
I got a lot baggage with mе I should unpack it
It's getting heavy all this weight has got me falling backwards I-
This ain't no fucking trapeze act
You know you'll never please everyone that you meet on your path
I used to be anxious about it, now it's nothing I guess
When you really gave your all until nothing was left

I'm on standby waiting for the day when they (love me, love me)
I'm searching for some validation hoping that they (love me)

I been bracing for a fall from grace
Manifesting destiny I can't escape, I'll renovate
Tear the building down if I run out ideas
I rather start it all from scratch than just collapse from my fears
So when I'm gone, will anyone remember that I was here?
Feel like my sight was all blurred and now it's finally clear
With every day that pass I take a deeper look in the mirror
As I reflect on what I see as sincere
Delusions severe, my state of mind is I'm not here
I'm somewhere lost, not worried 'bout the day or the week
I rest and repeat, they say that death's the cousin of sleep
I read it and weep within reality I am steeped
I hope it'll be the reason I can truly believe
Or is it all just one big joke?
They put the wool over your eyes while they blowin' the smoke
I'm jotting these notes and sifting through the words for the quotes
I guess I supposed you never really know till you know though
I'm searching for some validation hoping that they (love me, love me)
I'm searching for some validation hoping that they (love me)
I'm on standby waiting for the day when they (love me, love me)
I'm searching for some validation hoping that they (love me, love me)
(love me, love me)