Nails like spades they've been digging at my brain
I watch those happy people play and play all day

I hope you listen when my neck breaks

Suspended in patience I'll wait this out
Keep on digging till I get past my doubts

Blame Blame Blame
"Its not my fault the treehouse fell over"

Blame Blame Blame
What's the matter?
Didn't notice all the rot that's been gathered and splattered

Selfish men live lavish lives
There's greedy motha fuckas with tens of "wives"
No one owes you a god damn thing
The sooner you all come to terms the better we'll all be
My whole life I've been
Building the courage to open the door
I locked it in purpose I've been here before
My burdens stare
Back at me so proudly adorned

"Get out... leave me alone... no"
Down, Down, Down, Down, Down
We sink to the bottom with intentions to drown
Drown, Drown, Drown, Drown, Drown
As one I could float
But together we drown
Oil’s been seeping into my flesh, not the best choice just some head noise, ignore it
So I ask… “What is it like to complain of a pain of the past that you want to remain in?”

"You can't run... I'll always find you"

Opaque in shade my pigment un-obtained
Groundskeeper won't you come and watch me decay?

I hope you hear me when my neck snaps
How does it sound?
Could you recall it?

Do you fear death or is it what comes next?

As the earth is shaped by how we
Dance upon her molded by anguish and visage!
I'm paralyzed to the blinding fear I've internalized

On the brink of collapsing
Always always always
Always