[Verse 1: Brandon Hart]
I don't like me when I'm sober
I wonder why I'm so stressed out
Wake me when I'm sober
I'm really over fallin' down
But it's alright, I'm ok if I keep telling myself that
Another shot and then I go, no
I really can't control it now
She don't like it when I play dumb
I should really think of slowing down
It's alright, I'm ok if I keep telling myself that

[Chorus: Brandon Hart]
I'm not my best right now, but soon I will be
It's better you leave right now, or you're coming with me

[Verse 2: Madchild]
Hearts have been broken and lines have been crossed
For the rest of my life know my mind's a bit off
I'm the dеfinition of insane, there's no onе else to blame
So I'm sitting here in pain feeling lonely and ashamed
Focusing on strength, I'll come back cause I'm a fighter
I'll come back from the darkness, everyday's a little brighter
I never thought that having fun could end up so dangerous
Just be patient, one day you will start seeing changes
Had to climb up this hole I dug, no help
I don't want no one to love me till I love myself
And for the rest of my cause I've been through hell
Gonna have to stay focused on my mental health
For so many years I neglect myself
Protect myself so I don't disrespect myself
It's easy to slide so I check myself cause I'm the only real person who could wreck myself
[Chorus: Brandon Hart]
I'm not my best right now, but soon I will be
It's better you leave right now, or you're coming with me

[Bridge: Brandon Hart]
I can feel it like it's poison
I can feel me slowing down
It's running through my bloodstream
I'm really sick of feeling drowned
But it's alright, I'm ok if I keep telling myself that

[Chorus: Brandon Hart]
I'm not my best right now, but soon I will be
It's better you leave right now, or you're coming with me
I'm not my best right now, but soon I will be
It's better you leave right now, or you're coming with me