[Verse 1]
Doing drugs when I was twelve on my skateboard and my BMX
Lost Juice WRLD, lost Mac Miller, lost Lil Peep, lost DMX
I should be dead, I should be dead, I am not asking a question
All of the money invested, all of the dope I ingested
Almost went over the edge, know that it's not a suggestion
Some just can't handle the pressure, are suffering from the depression
The Grim Reaper is waiting patiently to walk us through death's door
The Grim Reaper is waiting patiently to walk us through death's door

[Verse 2]
Can feel my spirit, rising body, I am comatose
Lying lifeless, I took it too far, now I've overdosed
That's what would've happened if I didn't say it's over, bro
Had to leave, everyone I knew became a lonely ghost
So close, my mouth foaming, my skin purple, my lips blue
Can't really say that I'm surprised with all the drugs that I ripped through
Rest in peace to all the fallen soldiers in the rap game
But all of us are playing with our lives like it's a crap game

[Chorus]
I should be dead, I should be dead, I am not asking a question
All of the money invested, all of the dope I ingested
So close, my mouth foaming, my skin purple, my lips blue
Can't really say that I'm surprised with all the drugs that I ripped through
[Verse 3]
I can feel myself slowly floating from my body
I hear children laughing in my head, I think it's over probably
Tug of war, angels pulling at me might be too late
Demons' arms are grasping at me, pulling me to Hell's gate
I'm not sure which way I'm going 'cause I'm filled with self-hate
Suicide by taking too much of something that felt great
Screaming while I'm crying 'cause the pain is too unbearable
The greatest gift in life and I just ruined it, it's terrible

[Chorus]
I should be dead, I should be dead, I am not asking a question
Almost went over the edge, know that it's not a suggestion
All of the money invested, all of the dope I ingested
Some just can't handle the pressure, are suffering from the depression