[Verse 1]
'Cause there's no stability in this situation
I don't know what you're thinking
I don't know what you're feeling
I don't think that you want me
I don't want to have to deal yet
I don't see what you're seeing
Now you're just a regret

[Chorus]
And I don't want to
Squander this beautiful mess
We made, and played
Along, but I have to see what's next

[Verse 2]
I know that life came fast at you
And you weren't ready yet
But I can't wait any longer
While you aimlessly wonder
I know you really want me but I don't
Want have to pretend
That I don't have reservations
Because of past events

[Chorus]
And I don't want to
Squander this beautiful mess
We made, and I played
Along but have to see what's next
In this life, and I'll try
To let you down softly but
Have to be real with myself
'Cause it's the only life I get