(Did it happen?)

[Verse 1: Hemlock Ernst]
It's foolish attempting to paint the night
It's anything more than the absence of light
The starless encircling the couple in the old van
Hurtling to a stun silence of deep fondness
Succumbing to a crumbling close
This in old folks home of browning neurosis
Growing morose at just 23 I was dead asleep
Barely working, rarely brushing my teeth
But I had dreams you know?
(But did they happen?)
Turning off at the [marrying?] nexus
So we could be refill up the engine it loves
Pulled of my gloves
Shoulders unslump
Watch my hands slightly shake
I'm beginning to pump
The place at my fingеrless gloves, mark
My bluish white fingеrs
Now seeing a red blushing cleaning
Flushing my checks
Poking through windows of sleep
The elephant looming as selfish is grooming
Florescent reflexions of spindle collections
Of memories packed back seat
Memories finding themselves
Bitting themselves
To histories unwinding themselves
The crescent decisions
Becoming the new moon's acceptance
The growling start calling from hunger pains growing
It seems like affection
But where's the directions?
Looking at you, superimposed upon my reflection
Looking at you, superimposed under my reflection
Looking at you, superimposed upon my reflection
Hey hand me the directions
[Verse 2: Hemlock Ernst]
Spinning back on to the on ramp
Of man made maze of careless construction
The concrete walls embed in everything
But the cold and damp creeping in
Under the night with the headlamps flashing
Illuminating our only line of sight - that's when it happened
Curving we accelerated on a rabbit
Stuck between two high walls
A flicker of grief and shame calling the headlights flashing
Frozen looking over its shoulder
Accelerating on an image of grief and pain
A rabbit in the headlights smashing looking over its shoulder
Remember how you looked at me horrified
Frozen looking over your shoulder
Remember how it looked like us terrified
Looking pass people colder
And every night
Every night when everything else between us would come to light
I grew colder, as I grew older, I grew older
That anthracite night, that majestic black night
With the headlamps flashing

You can realize [?] how beaten I was
- You know what i'm saying
Well i was seventeen, I'd be thinking about it
So now that I'm eighteen, (I ain't like) no longer nineteen
I had to [?] so
It was, it was bound to happen
[Verse 3: E L U C I D]
I ain't like the polish in the chipped off
Black sigh and I heard rat piss on cotton
Stormed trash out the project no resource
Had coals off the process
Side step sense from nonsense
High concept
If I could just exist
Statistics, bondage, domination, sadistic
A grease fist, in the hole USA
Been in the mould so long
Thinking it might not be as cold as they say
Hay is for horses
Scratching caves in the 4th wall
Can it all seems to be coming towards us
Free fall before I burn into this plain
Submitted to unforgiving orbit
Everybody's played the fool
Did I chose, no I can't recall it
N***as die different (N***as die different)
N***as die different
In the year of Our Lord
My sword nobody carries
Lost blocks, corners, alleys
Hot hands turned cold
Motionless in front of strangers
Yeah
[Outro: E L U C I D]
Three sick sided die against the wall
Common place
A wallflower and at function called death
This year behind the 'ween I was the invisible man
Not named bigger
Worms slid over his flesh
Crypt grew cold
Should have worn a vest
I slung a shot
Corner pocket
Fool him not
[?]
Who know gon' know
Who know gon' know
Who know gon' know