(Fuck 'em)

My momma
She prayin for me
I'm just lookin for a way out

I got some doubts (doubts)
But people always spew at the mouth

They talkin that bullshit;
Knowin I listen
And it stay on my conscience
Til I reminisce
Rememberin how I was feeling without

And I just can't get away
(No no no)

I would rather end today
(In my bed
With a pillow suffocating me)

(Instead of waiting for) a mothafuckin hail mary
A hail mary

Toss it up
Ain't no promises
Where its gon land
Better protect ya neck
Youre gonna end up a target where you stand
Get what they need
And then they leave
These n***as never change up
Would rather live like a leech
Real talk its so fucked up

Life ain't ever precious for no one
So I often contemplate shooting that shot to risk it all

Cause when opportunity comes you better go answer that call
But if you still ain't seeing the progress
You better get on the ball

All my life its been ups and downs
But that shit ain't no excuse
Just to wait around

Hoping for the day I wake up
When my whole life has changed

I might as well bury a bullet inside of my brain

Ooh

I’m feeling down
It’s all inside
Heavy on my mind
Killin these thoughts like suicide
For my sake I gotta get this shit right
Days weeks months years
I need a grip;
So help me god

Before I empty the clip
(empty the clip)