[Verse 1: Spencer Chamberlain]
I made myself a victim and I counted up the score
I called your pill my medicine
And made myself your whore
[Pre-Chorus: Aaron Gillespie, Spencer Chamberlain]
I told myself I loved you and that we needed space (That we needed space)
You kill me with your silence, tie me with grace (Tie me with grace)
[Chorus: Spencer Chamberlain, Aaron Gillespie]
You can pray but you're always gonna carry the weight
You can beg but you're never gonna bury the shame
What a waste, what a waste, no, we'll never еscape
Yeah, you'll still be lеft with
Still be left with loss
You're stuck living in your skin 'til the bitter end
You can pray but you're always gonna carry the weight
You'll still be left with
Still be left with loss
[Verse 2: Spencer Chamberlain, Aaron Gillespie]
It was 3AM and I was begging God to teach me to get high
He told me ride it out, make him proud, and stare straight at the sky
[Pre-Chorus: Spencer Chamberlain]
Now I'm stuck in this white-tiled hell
Lining up in a straitjacket
Yeah, I know that I said I need help
This ain't help, it's a bandage
Don't fix my head
[Chorus: Spencer Chamberlain, Aaron Gillespie]
You can pray but you're always gonna carry the weight
You can beg but you're never gonna bury the shame
What a waste, what a waste, no, we'll never escape
Yeah, you'll still be left with
Still be left with loss
You're stuck living in your skin 'til the bitter end
You can pray but you're always gonna carry the weight
You'll still be left with
Still be left with loss
[Bridge: Spencer Chamberlain]
(Loss, loss)
[Breakdown: Spencer Chamberlain]
Loss
I'm Lost
I failed, was this all just for nothing?
God, I thought I'd feel something
Was this all just for nothing?
I can't feel a thing
[Chorus: Spencer Chamberlain, Aaron Gillespie]
You can pray but you're always gonna carry the weight
You can beg but you're never gonna bury the shame
What a waste, what a waste, no, we'll never escape
Yeah, you'll still be left with
Still be left with loss
You're stuck living in your skin 'til the bitter end
You can pray but you're always gonna carry the weight
You'll still be left with
Still be left with loss
Still be left with loss
Still be left with loss
[Instrumental Outro]