In this day and age, I'm nothing but a pen with a worthless page
And it looks like it's all over for me, this is nothing but the end of me
So much for all the days when I felt washed away
This is what we said we'd never be
A sheep in wolf skin, and a problem without end
I never wanted to go down this road
Set me free again

Relevance on a scale of things, seemed so high at one point
Weighing out my options was biased, to say the least
I'll say the least

Wreak havoc, run away
Wreak havoc, run away
I won't return
I won't return
I won't return

(Far away, I see a day)
(Where everything is new)
(And I can see clear again)

I feel I've been deceived by the very thing
That kept me going for all these years
One thing that's never changed
Are questions about a greater being
Why am I here?
Author!
Maker!
Where are you?
I lost faith so long ago
And now, I don't know where to find it
I've never been so desperate to find
A question, an answer, a way out my mind
Will they forgive?
I'm bleeding out to those I left behind

No!

Oh, what a broken story
It's played in my mind before
The night sky didn't treat me right

Is this it?
Am I defined?
Is this it?
Am I defined?

Curse the night
Curse these eyes
They're not mine, they're not mine
Curse these eyes
Curse the night
They're not mine, they're not mine