Down on the floor i wept
Gun to my head to end the spiraling down
In my drunkenness i slipped
I fell asleep at the edge of an abyss
Silencing all my cries for help instead i gave up
With a primal sigh

Someday i'll have the guts to silence my raging mind
And shut it up

You called the cops on me
Slurring my speech i lied to the police
"there's no guns in the house"
"i'll be alright my life just got changed around"
Nothing i say is true, i live my life day to day just clinging to

The hope that i'll have the guts to silence my raging mind
And shut it up