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[Hook]
What are you doing
They watching for me
I think I’m losing my god 'cause
The devil been plotting for me
I been up turning and tossing
I work till I’m nauseous I can’t even sleep
My family tree still got blood on the leaves
My family tree still got blood on the- blood on the

[Verse 1]
I know my family been wishing me bad
I'm tryna cop me a whip
Just to hop in the whip, do the digital dash
I don't feel complete til' you n***as is mad
Cut off some people that's doing me evil
You burned down a bridge with old feelings we had
This is what happens when bottles is passing
I just took a hit but it's hitting me- hitting me
Bust down- down for my n***as but we up now
Used to really fuck with you I couldn't give a fuck now
I was thrown off the porch I ain't jump down
Cops pulling n***as, whoot whoot
We getting gunned down
Check, you wanna see a dead body
Check in my closet got skeletons pilin'
I'm with my n***a he drinking and driving
I'm praying we make it I'm right here beside him
Hands up 'cause I know they fucking with me hands down
N***as out here running with styles with that I passed down
Back against the wall and I ain't never have to back down
Tell ya mans ran up on me that's a man down
Check, I got no love for my enemies
They are all dead I'm not friends with them
Check, love is the cousin of jealousy
And loyalty lies where your benefits at
[Hook]
What are you doing
They watching for me
I think I’m losing my god 'cause
The devil been plotting for me
I been up turning and tossing
I work till I’m nauseous I can’t even sleep
My family tree still got blood on the leaves
My family tree still got blood on the- blood on the

[Verse 2]
I feel like I'm wasting my time
Can partially function, love not for discussion
I got too much hate in my mind
Situation got me waiting patient to die
For heaven on earth I give more than I'm worth
Been having hella conversations with God
N***as'll smile in ya face tell a lie to your face
Til' you let em get close- put a blade through ya spine
Foot on the gas like I never seen a stop sign
Work 25 hours a day
If it's not about music or money I ain't got time
N***as put time into hate 'stead of grinding
They waste it on n***as that got shine
I feel alone and I'm hate it
My shoulders is weighted
I'm zoned and I'm anxious
I'm thinking bout hitting a suicide hotline
Bitch I still hop on a beat like I'm Brutus
You n***as cop pistols and won't even shoot em
Check my location below the influence
Can't name what I'm sipping it's slowing my movements
Girlfriend been worried about how I'm moving
Be honest I think our connection is ruined
I know what I'm doing I'm over consumed
And my heart turning black but my hundreds is bluish
Bitch I been working don't know what you mad for
My time too precious
I've been so invested
I don't even pick up my dad calls
I'm disconnected, I'm buried in pressure
Lord knows I been stressing for mad long
I know they been watching for me
Work till my wrist full of diamonds
I'm sinning in silence
The devil been plotting for me
[Hook]
What are you doing
They watching for me
I think I’m losing my god 'cause
The devil been plotting for me
I been up turning and tossing
I work till I’m nauseous I can’t even sleep
My family tree still got blood on the leaves
My family tree still got blood on the- blood on the