Private Paul
A Road of Nothing
[Songtext zu „A Road Of Nothing“]
[Intro: Interviewer & Daniel Nepveux]
Do you believe you still possess the ability to be happy?
No. I know that sounds weird cause I'm like half smiling right now
I don't, right now. Maybe there's a way to get it back but I—
No. I don't think I can experience joy
I loved life. And something one day just kinda clicked and it was a steady down, down, down
Down and trying to hide it. You know, cus' you don't really know that you're going down until people—
You're realising you're not happy with anything. Like nothing makes you happy
You used to be happy all the time and now everything that made you happy is just tiresome
Which rеally is scary to think how the future is. One of thе worst things for me to do
Because I'm convinced and all I see is usually just a road of nothing. Nothing
Just every morning, the same sun, coming through the same window, at the same time, to wake you up to the same day, of the same pain, with the same extreme boredom, of the same frustrations
You see where this goes. And so I'm trying really hard not, not to
I'm trying to find a way to be comfortable with the present
Because I'm not. I'm not comfortable with the present, I'm not comfortable with the past, I'm definitely scared to death of the future
[Instrumental]