Fighting back and forth about whats not important anymore
Checking in and out, my luggage can't even fit through the door
I'm tryn find a way around that place don't wan be stuck no more
Im tryna find an out my heart breaks down and sinks into the floor

And im gonna keep on pouring out my words until im heard until i reach the one who did it till she gets what she deserves because shes living her best life while im still sitting in the dirt and you don't know how much that shit fucking hurts

Only lord knows this ain't what i deserve
I ask is he there? to which i get no response, my troubles seem to flood and flow at once i think i should off, id be bеtter a header statеd that im gone to a better place or heavens gates, id then be replaced by sum shitty generic artist who takes my flows n rips them apart with so much fucking disregard for my art, i put in my pain and my blood just for them to steal it all

I put my love into these women just for them to steal my heart
So tell me why should i try at all?

Tell me why i shouldn't fall apart
Im pushin through but im not gettin far
Tell me why i should go on
Tell me why i should go on

@vis
I might run away
I might keep my head down
I don't see a point of us

Head down
When you cross your fingers baby cause u knew that i was never one to trust
Took a lot of time
But i done figured out
That all you ever wanted was the fuckin lust

But i really can't give you what you want

Cause my body's a labyrinth and i can't really learn how to give it up

But i don't really understand

Asphyxiation i'm suffocating while you building castles in the sand

All i know is self-medicating, its a hassle i'll be damned

Hallucinogenics got me wondering if that was you really holding out your hand?

Tell me that..

Why
Was i
Bigoted
To your love? (tell me that)

Try (to)
Get by
Figured it (really)
Wouldn't be enough
This (clay)
Path
I made
Is one in a million
(i can't) deter the path i was taking

In turn, the wrath started painting

Internal thoughts, broke my body i'm flaking

In the interim, my fate started breaking

Intergalactic, in my head i'm spacing.. out

And now mama pickin me up off the floor again, "i know its hard baby you gotta keep goin for me i can't lose you" i'm sorry mama i dont think i can do it
I need your help, and you ain't gon give it to me so i think i might lose it
My whole life been a tug of war with these people and now that im free i abuse it

I got 2 much goin on for this age i can't keep up with all of my problems but i act unphased my folks tried to tell me that i am okay n its jus a phase but mama i hurt i'm tryna tell you that mama i hurt
I can't put in work, been pourin my heart for sum years n nobody notice im startin to think differently startin to think ab change
Maybe if i change then i'll b okay