Jordan Rakei
Clay
It always felt so nice
When you cannot resist
I never dared think twice
I could not let the opportunity be missed

I pacify reality
With stupid fantasies
That you would stick again

But my naivety failed to remedy
How you let my expectations down
And when I ask why I can’t call you mine
You repeat the same old shit
Saying it’s a bad time

Do you know how much it stings
When you say the future is so far away
Let’s just take things day by day

Before I’m in your grasp
You are overcome with ravenous desire

But once your itch is scratched
You are out the door like you’re running from a fire

Did I do something wrong?
Maybe I came on too strong
But you were nice enough until you were done, yeah
And then your hold don’t change
You seem to be ashamed
Of (?) you thought that you had come
Despite the years I’m still your weakness
But in turn I’m still here wishing that I cared less

Do you know how much it stings
I no longer like you that way
Let’s just have some fun, okay?

I am not your rag doll
I’m not your toy
I’m just a lovestruck girl
And you, a horny boy

Where is your discipline?
Please leave me be
(?) the moment this begins
I’m in and you’re desperate to be free

And when I ask why I can’t call you mine
You repeat the same old shit
Saying it’s a bad time

Do you ever wonder how it stings
When you say the future is so far away
Let’s just take things day by day
I no longer like you that way
Let’s just have some fun, okay?
And with those brutal words you’d say
You mould me like a piece of clay