Eminem
Heaven Has A Firewall
[Verse 1: Eminem]
I walked up to Heaven with blood on my hands
Tried to knock but the door don't slam
It just scans my sins like a barcode tag
Then flashes red: “Back the fuck up, man”
God’s got a blacklist, guess I’m on it
Every time I confess, it’s demonic
Tried therapy, pills, and gin & tonic
Still stuck with a head full of rage and vomit
I ain’t prayin', I’m ventin', I’m breakin'
Every verse is a shot at salvation
But grace ain’t free, and mercy’s taxed
And the preacher wants ten percent back
Fuck that—I ain’t pure, never claimed to be
All I ever did was spit pain on a beat
If Hеaven got Wi-Fi, why can’t I reach?
Why the fuck еvery prayer get stuck on repeat?
Man, this shit feel rigged from the jump
Like my whole life ran on a glitch and a blunt
Hell callin’ with a VIP pass
While Heaven just show me its digital ass
[Hook: Skylar Grey]
I tried to fly, but the sky said “fuck off”
Now I'm locked outta light, all my wings been cut off
Stuck in the dark, can’t climb these walls
Guess even Heaven has a firewall
Yeah, Heaven has a firewall
God don’t answer when the fucked-up call
Blocked out like I never lived at all
Guess even Heaven has a firewall
[Verse 2: JID]
Yeah, fuck your pearly gates and scripture
Ain’t no savin' a kid with a cracked-up liver
I was raised by felons, dealers, and triggers
Now they wanna act shocked 'cause I don’t believe in a picture?
No white robes, no damn forgiveness
No light shown through the crack in the distance
Just a stack of addictions and code red symptoms
And a firewall sayin’ my soul ain’t with them
Tried to ping God, got a 5-0-3
"Service unavailable" when I screamed
I don’t pray, I scheme—had to hustle just to breathe
Now I’m judged like a demon for the blood on my jeans
Man, fuck a confession booth
I confessed through a mic in a padded booth
Every rhyme is a sin, every verse uncouth
But I never lied once—can’t say that about you
Holy ghost don’t haunt me, just PTSD
Just cold nights and a clip on E
Just me, myself, and a glitch in the feed
Tryna beg for peace through a static screen
[Hook: Skylar Grey]
I tried to fly, but the sky said “fuck off”
Now I'm locked outta light, all my wings been cut off
Stuck in the dark, can’t climb these walls
Guess even Heaven has a firewall
Yeah, Heaven has a firewall
God don’t answer when the fucked-up call
Blocked out like I never lived at all
Guess even Heaven has a firewall
[Bridge: Eminem]
Tried to upload my soul, but the cloud crashed
Guess Heaven don’t fuck with trash
Or maybe the algorithm don’t like pain
Maybe I’m just stuck in the last domain
Password: Regret. Username: Fuck This Life
[Outro: Skylar Grey]
Heaven has a firewall…
And I can’t break through at all…
No redemption, no recall…
Just the silence… and the fall…