[Hook]
Yeah I've made some mistakes and I carry these scars
The shadow on my face and the weight in my heart
I'm dreaming of the places I'd rather be
Always dreaming of the places I'd rather be


[Verse 1]
I don’t want to stay in tonight
Wanna be under those white stars and black lights
Black cars, white knights
Tryna stack far up to these heights of love
I might, well I might
You taste so good
When tomorrow’s light years away
I’ve made mistakes, I would
Like father like son like father like
There’s that darkness in the pit of my stomach
It’s so loud, and it follows me around
That’s the shadow that I live with now

[Hook]
Yeah I've made some mistakes and I carry these scars
The shadow on my face and the weight in my heart
I'm dreaming of the places I'd rather be
Always dreaming of the places I'd rather be

[Verse 2]
And it’s always on my mind
I think about it all the time
I try to hide it in this smoke
But i know it’s waiting there inside
Yeah I’m always racked with guilt
I’m the blade and she’s my hilt
No matter how many tracks I kill
I know I’ll feel it, I know I will

[Verse 3]
Feel it attacking the most when I’m back on the coast
Stacking this gold but I’m trapped with a ghost
Messing around with my blessings and now I’m stressing
‘cause I’m counting them up to be less than I hoped
I see you in ash-colored dreams
Pulling the mask at the seams
You saw through opaque
And you told me transcend it
And I didn’t ask what you mean

[Hook]
Yeah I've made some mistakes and I carry these scars
The shadow on my face and the weight in my heart
I'm dreaming of the places I'd rather be
Always dreaming of the places I'd rather be