[Pre Chorus]
I just wanna change
But that seems impossible like I'm chained to who I am
[Chorus]
I just wanna run away
Layin' here in this bed
Tryna find peace inside my head
Tryna sleep but i feel like there's lead on my chest
I just wanna run away
Layin' here in this bed
Overthinking every thing I've said
Overthinking and replaying all of my mistakes
[Post Chorus]
I just want change be a better man
I feel so lost when I'm like
I can never be better than you i feel
[Interlude]
[Verse 1]
I just wanna grow old
Have a wifey and home
Have a pot to piss in
Something to call my own
But I'm terrified that imma reminisce for the rest of my life
Be 65 in my grave
Still be the same man i am today
It terrifies me to my core
Please God help me to be more
[Pre Chorus]
I just wanna change be a better man
Yeah i feel so lost when I'm like
I can never be better than
Who I am
I feel
[Interlude]
[Post Chorus]
I just wanna change
I just feel, chained
I just wanna change
I just feel, chained
[Interlude]