Bad thoughts I shake em off me
My mum wants p
But I still ain’t got that on me
I see things clear
The things that you do not see
Early start
Wake up and smell the coffee
Baby’s crying but it’s like I won the lottery
Been making time
Cos you can’t turn back the clock see
You might want to be
But he’s not
And you’re not me
You might want to be
But you can’t do that properly

I’m gonna keep it real
I’m gonna keep it really real
Big shoes to fill
Not big zoots to bill
Stop wasting time
I was in labels them man wasted mine
I didn’t kick off the door
I was just taking time
And I’m taking home 200
Then I just take what’s mine
And I’m taking all the custard and the cake is nice
On the phone to ash my cousin
Big things I see them coming
I’m from here n he’s from london
Shouts to H cos this one’s buzzing
Bad thoughts I shake em off me
My mum wants p
But I still ain’t got that on me
I see things clear
The things that you do not see
Early start
Wake up and smell the coffee

Took things for granted
Woke up and smelt the cof
Old school teacher he’s a nonce
But not in pen cos he paid them off
Against the clock
I’m still here but against the odds
Just me
Against the boss
In a house with cats and dogs
Next year
Check out the prof
Next year
Check out the
Oi Harvey this one’s nuts
I was raised on boundary road
Had friends in all the shops
Had beef on Portland road
It was me that called the shots
And I feel like it’s my home
Can’t move it’s not an opt
Too real
Too real for all this washed
Down shit go take a wash
Came to far to take a loss

Should say more but I can’t
Say less
Picked up a habit trying to cut down stress
Born and raised in HOX
Marks the spot where they cut down flesh
I was offside trying to reach my goals
Still outside when bro got kweffed
Kind of pain that most don’t show
When it rains and pours we wept
Sleepless nights when man was slept on, I was on a next one chasing cheques
Ready to die for my respect
Survivors guilt, bro died for less
Son on the way now, smoke everyday now
… trying to argue texts
Been on the front line never been shook
Been at the label came home vexed
DIY now the due dates near
To tell you the truth I’ve been scared all year
Been at my lowest when no one cared
Pillar of strength don’t shed no tears
Dads don’t cry, don’t show no fear
If that was true mine would be here