[hook k zeus & sample]
Drowning in memories
I couldn’t tell if this is heaven or hell
I couldn’t tell if this heaven or hell
A memory could be heaven or hell

Would you taste heaven if you had to taste hell
I couldn’t tell cause all I seen was hell
Sitting at a wishing well these haters don’t wish me well
All these chicks kiss and tell pillow talk they excel
Spread they sheets and data exchanging all they cells
Life behind bars i see life in a cell
Life is not for sale get my blood diamonds from zales
Just trying to shine but they offering me veils
Spread her sea it’s real why cause i prevail
Set my sail even if one piece is a snail
I never fail even if the greenery has fell
Will never leave life a beach chair with sea shells
Concrete jungle we greet opps with heat shells
I’m in a cycle live cry die repeat
It gotta be more to this I just suck my teeth
Moving through the game with sonic sounds i move my feet cause I’m

Drowning in memories
I couldn’t tell if this is heaven or hell
I couldn’t tell if this heaven or hell
A memory could be heaven or hell
[Verse 2: Charles Hamilton]
Twenty seven hour days, haven't showered in days
My world is Shakespearean hope thou art amazed
Full course meal is Mountain Dew a f*cking brownie and haze
Yet and still I'm not all about getting paid
My mouth is a gauge
My brain is a banana clip
Can't think in airports cause they might try to slam me in a cell somewhere
Think I got an apartment at hell somewhere
Mama I love you, but you the main source of my pressure
I spit crack but it's important to measure my work by my Pyrex, mother
Mama for you, I would quit rap
But you raised up a rebel
So if you said stop the only way that i would stop is if I died from head shots
I'd still keep rocking even if the bread stops
Even when the hood stops saying Demev's hot
Even these white people stop saying Demev rocks
This sh*t is in my blood, that's why I do it heavily
That time I cut my wrist I swear to god I heard a melody
Call me what you want but I'm something that you'll never be
Charles Hamilton the biggest paradox you'll ever see

(keep giving it a hundred percent)
(I don't know how much i got left)

The things I’ve said the things I did
I made mistakes but now
I’m so tired
Well you can’t laugh at death and cry at birth
Never say you can’t do it until you tried it first
[Hook K Zeus & Sample]
Drowning in memories
I couldn’t tell if this is heaven or hell
I couldn’t tell if this heaven or hell
A memory could be heaven or hell