4 different shades of divorcing my ways
I resort to creations
Restore that
That i’m fading, i force
The new placement
What is in store for my day
Whats still stored, can’t contain anymore
I paid all my demons residuals
With the dreams that i still visualize
My routines all then become so ritual
In which my living could best be described
As so difficult
Let it beside all these syllables
Im still indifferent to typical ppl
Who shift & despise
Shit they supply
A quick fix to feel fine \
Indefinite deficits blind like a flickering light
I’m so sick of the night
You ain’t slick, bitch delivering strikes
Via these rhymes
I envision a sliver of all of these dwindling gripes
GripPing my sight


Bumble gum clouds
But im bound in A cell



I live as a fiend
You’re my fairy tale x3



Lost, i found my route
But i cannot contain all the things that amount
To barriers, walls i try to crawl up, never plow

Never get could away from the cage i stay
Set in my hate, the days are paved, escape
Im still afraid of all the ways love betrays
How much will it take for me to find my way
I pray



Plum colored bruises never grew translucent come, come again, i’ve got flaws and some new music
Summer drew the winds nonexistent
The stint was humid
Akin to unhinged mental states
Nobody knows the mucus
Nobody holds the proof
It is ruthless
Strobe lights expose your pale butter skin
Like an illusion
Allude to the moonlit aura that you exuded
It was you, me & father time
On a ride like a cruise ship
I live as a fiend
You’re my fairy tale
I plan to replant the seeds that you buried well
Barely living, these thoughts go round like a carousel
The carriage carries a 12 gauge if the marriage hell
The perils are parallel to paper i tear myself
Embarrassed, a failure, unfair when i compare myself
To gentle lovers, uncover, i haven’t fared so well
But fuck it, i’ve had enough. i no longer care to dwell

Bumble gum clouds
But im bound in A cell

I live as a fiend
You’re my fairy tale x3