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IWILLNEVERBESOBERAGAIN
Over and over, I'm never sober
So cold
Over and over, I’m never sober
So cold
Over and over, I'm never sober
So cold
Over and over, I'm never sober
Glimmering cynic, still shivering
Do not assimilate, mimic indifference
I’m living in trance with a plan, damn
Fantasized vixens, a figurative rant
Lit like a cigarette
Sick of stress, take a new single step forward in the midst of accord
Before the rubbish comes rushing through doors
Don't ever wonder, the puppets implore force
New grudges, they're coming through doors
I could go form a new couplet to cope with this suffering
While we're still bustling
Bust my head open so wide in my mind
I'm not inclined to align with these guys
On these lines, I confide in a kind of new pride I've acquired through time
And these thoughts are like diamonds, they shine through my eyes
Build a bright shrine for my spine to recline
For these signs, I will live and die with these confessions
I've emptied through sessions
Unpleasant, infectious, the venomous lessons
I could go vent never-ending
While blending too many unfriendly thoughts sending me off in the fog
If my flaws don't resolve, I’m descending, engulfed in your loss
Everything that I am not really came with a cost
What? Am I supposed to pretend?
Over and over again, I’ll never be sober again
I'll never be sober again
Hold onto hope or accept truth
Read between letters I sent you
Even these pleasures are vengeful
Holding my sense that you left with a dent
Surrender descent without my debts (debts, debts)
What? Am I supposed to pretend?
Over and over again, I’ll never be sober again
I'll never be sober again
Hold onto hope or accept truth
Read between letters I sent you
Even these pleasures are vengeful
Holding my sense that you left with a dent
Surrender descent without my debts (debts, debts)
Tell all your friends and go tell your brother
We don't tell each other when the hell we suffer
When I self discovered with myself, I covered all the bases to trace this
Self hate for the ages, selfish and impatient
Pacing back and forth
So back up, I'm back for more
All of the tragic old habits force an erratic, sporadic course
Shattered the past and more
Cannot move past this, I’ve practiced new tactics
But that shit was lacking
I'm lagging, I'm dragging my feet on the floor
I could feel this distort, but don't feel anymore
Fill in the void to reveal your remorse
Guess you still had a choice, I never had a chance
Ritalin, Ativan ripple my tantrums
A fatal romance 'till I give up on standards, yah
What? Am I supposed to pretend?
Over and over again, I'll never be sober again
I'll never be sober again
Hold onto hope or accept truth
Read between letters I sent you
Even these pleasures are vengeful
Holding my sense that you left with a dent
Surrender descent without my debts (no)
What? Am I supposed to pretend?
Over and over again, I'll never be sober again
I'll never be sober again
Hold onto hope or accept truth
Read between letters I sent you
Even these pleasures are vengeful
Holding my sense that you left with a dent
Surrender descent without my debts (no)
Over and over, I'm never sober
So cold
Over and over, I'm never sober
So cold
Over and over, I'm never sober
So cold
Over and over, I'm never sober
So cold
(So cold, So cold, So cold)