I'm getting tired of finding new ways to apologize
To the people that I love every time I feel paralyzed
It keeps getting harder and harder just to be me
So I tell all my friends to go find someone else but they all disagree
So don't you try and help me shine
I'll ruin it all with this bad luck of mine
Maybe if I lie once more, I'll believe that I'm fine
I'm fine, I'm fine, It's fine
I wonder what it's like to walk around the town without checking every corner
I'm a loner longing to never be alone
It's just too dangerous on my own
It keeps getting harder and harder just to be me
So I tell all my friends to go find someone else, but they all disagree
I can't stand steady and my breathing's getting heavy
And my chest is feeling tight, man, I'm so not alright
I've got no one to blame, so please stay away
I'll never be free, I feel like the curse is me