Damn you for thinking that I’d let you slip away. You got another thing coming
In the thick of things you’re so naïve. I’m powerless to relate to any of the words conveyed tonight. Do you really think I could let you walk away? And do you really think you could play? I’d let you play me for a fool? So stand clear. This hostility’s reinforced. Aggression fuels the fury building up inside of me. I’ve come to feel this rage strengthening inside my soul. I’ve come to feel my life slipping through my fingertips. I’ve come to feel my pulse fading with each passing breath. As clear as day is the dismay displayed within my eyes. So stand clear. This resentment’s amplified. Aggression fuels this fury building up inside of me. Only one aspect left I aim to grasp. In legitimate candor, what do you expect? Duplicity’s written all over your face. No pain no gain, but this can’t be erased. I will never condone this. I will never acquit you. I will never absolve this. I will never forgive. Please don’t give up on me tonight. Just know that sooner or later you’re bound to miss us. Tell me how to fix this, to make you stay. This lust is mine and you can’t leave me, just leave me the fuck alone. Unabridged blackness masks sentience of right and wrong. I haven’t slept a single night in more than a month. The remnants of you and I afflict this reality. I can never leave the past behind. Every man has his secret shadows concealed from the malicious eyes of the world, and this just doesn’t matter like it did before. This Just doesn’t matter anymore. To let go doesn’t mean I don’t care anymore, but now I can move on. Look past all this grief. Coming to terms with this. I don’t care anymore, but now I can press on, to emerge anew again. Come to accept my reality